I had always thought that after my first breakup I would do something incredible like start up some unknown idea based on hidden talent and an inspiration lurking somewhere inn my subconscious. Oh was I wrong. Maybe I had taken too much influence from the social network (a movie I encourage everyone to watch it makes you think outside the box). Maybe I was too romantic in my thoughts. Maybe I dreamt too big or thought too high.
However, when reality struck its double-edged blow, I was unprepared. My laptop (agent of awesome) was stuck a few feet below ground level in the basement of the library which was, as you guessed right, closed.
I might just be fishing for excuses but I wonder what if by some stroke of genius or luck (whichever holds true for you) I had invented some wonder that had everyone hooked up like harmless nicotine, some technological revolution like Microsoft or Facebook.
What if?
Well it is my job to wonder and ponder on the past and fates' to decide but that still bears no pleasure for my now groaning mind. At times I wonder, did I love her? and in truth I think I did.
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